Saturday, June 04, 2005
ok this blog is really very dead. so, being bo liao, i decided to read thru my past posts since i have nothin to blog about. wah lau, i realised how bimbo-ish my posts ah. all so stupid and meaningless and basically super bimbo. yuck. thank god i stopped bloggin. i really cant write a proper decent entry. ok im jus crap.
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
ok i haven been bloggin for a LONG time.really long in fact. too busy and lazy to. heh. anw, tuitioning e young kis are really fun. at first we cant really imagine ourselves acting childishly to mix wif them but hey, here we are now, acting lyk we r some 6 year old kids playin wif them. haha. takes time to understand them. got lots of problem though. some are real fast in learning, finished all a-z and 1-20 when some only learn less than half of it. yeah so we havta spilt them up nxt week. den some of them lost concentration when we were tellin them some stories. cos it was kinda boring. but either tammy or nellie (i cant rmb) gave this idea of lettin them act out the story themselves. wow, tt really got their attention and got all of them interested. they even acted out e story 3 to 4 times, switching roles after each time. quite tiring though. we mus teach them wat to say and act and havta talk loudly as they were all screamin in excitement. jovan wasn tt bad. dno why mr yong say he's naughty. he's real sweet. last week, dharsh had a one to one lesson wif him and this week was me and him, so he rmbed us better. so we were askin them to do some drawing.den he drew three human figures and came to me and said, "this one is jus now tt jie jie, this one is me and this one is u", pointin to e figures at e same time. omg, i was sooo touched then, i feel lyk jus huggin him tight. so sweet! as he drew me and dharsh of e same height. haha. amazing rite? yeah den there was this new comer. wah super violent. kicked and beat some of us. not me of cos, or i would have slapped him. haha. but yenlin handled him so easily. zai man. she has this kind of dno wat tt controls e children and turns them guai. mus learn from her. yeah ok im tired. got lots more bout those kids but *yawns* im really tired. haha.
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
ok im really startin to tink tt im really dumb. im so depressed.y mus this owaes happen to me? it sucks man. y mus i b so dumb?? stupid me. i ought to b shot.
it all happens a week ago.when i find tt my hair is gettin thicker again. gets very puffy and untidy. so i decided to have a haircut. huiwen intro to me her hairdresser who only charge $10 for a haircut. quite cheap. e oni problem is tt its in tampines, at the other side fo the country. but nvm, mayb i can have a hair cut when my dad brings me to pick up my mum after work. but no, i din do tt. i decided to give my hairdresser another chance. she charges $16 for one haircut, !6 more than huiwen's. and she owaes layer so much i need so many pins to keep my hair in place. but somehow, dumb dumb me decided to trust her again and go to her for a haircut. WRONG DECISION. BIG MISTAKE. BIG BIG MISTAKE. i was bout to tell her don layer too much when she say,"wah u so long never come, this time mus layer a lot" so i was tellin her not to cos it will b hard to tie my hair when i go to skool. she told me its ok so i trusted her tinkin tt she will somehow layer in some way tt my hair will still b able to tie up. den i was askin her if my fringe shld b cut short or shld i leave it as it is. den she was lyk" can can. u can hav short fringe" so once again i trusted her. den she cut and cut and after half an hour of my precious time and $16 of my pocket money, i wore my specs, looked into the mirror and BOOM. i got e shock of my life. my hair is now super layered, i see no way how i can even tie up my hair. and my fringe, god,SHORT short as in really short. she keep sayin it was ok. i went home, tried to tie my hair. gosh. my fringe was lyk stickin out cos its so short and my hair is in a mess after i clipped on so many pins and my ponytail,sigh, its so thin and tiny and sticks out. i owaes don lyk ppl wif stickin ponytails and i am havin one at the back of my head now!!
why why why am i so dumb and bo liao. nothin better to do den can sleep wat, y mus i go to her and cut my hair. my hair was thick and untidy but at least its MUCH BETTER than now! and if i really wanna cut, why mus i go to her?? dere are a billion and one hair saloons in s'pore and y mus i land up wif her?im ard so ugly and short, den y mus this still happen to me? im stupid,dumb,got nothin better to do is it?? argh, now im in total disaster, esp my fringe and ponytail. i don even noe how m i gonna go to skool. argh. sad.bah this sucks. and WORSE OF ALL, 5566 autograph session is nxt sun!! how much can my hair grow in one week? not tt im sayin tt 5566 will notice me (fat hope) but i jus don wan them to freak when they see me(if they do look up) im screwed.
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
i passed. haha.whee. after 27 hours of lecture and $73, i finally got my first profi badge-first aid profi badge. at least my sleeve not so empty now.haha.im pathetic.i was so scared at first but yeah, its quite easy.haha.ok i lyk laughin. cos im happy. it has been a long time since i feel tt i hav accomplished sth. my recent results for projects and tests were not tt good. geog project sucked. we put in so much effort but our mark was lyk..ok nvm. ppl bound to have failures in life and i mus learn how to cope wif it. nvm we'll try again yah? we'll not give up and do beter. "nods head in determination and assurance". haha ok tt was lame. den my history test.sigh.i at first tot my mark was not bad but it was only e average. sigh. nvm. i will not let two setbacks affect me.haha. now im more worried for my eng compre test. to a person lyk me, who suck in eng, i found it difficult. and i lose my concentration jus b4 e test bcos of one single moron. ERIC LAU. made me laugh. i wanna concentrate but my mind jus don seem to work well. ok wateva.
and my dad. god he is super nice. i jus gave a casual remark on gettin a tv today during dinner and he asked me,"u really wan ah? ok loh" at first i tot he was jokin cos he would most prolly add on behind,"when i strike 4D" or "nxt year".ok i noe its lame but i've gotten used to his style. but den i realised he was serious. god. is he nice or is he nice? i really dno wat to say.
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
haha.its been a long time since i blogged. nothing to rite mah. e whole hols i either eat, sleep or watch tv. veh plain. so i went to other blogs instead. den i came across huiwen's blog. haha. damn funny sia. i totally agree wif her. so from her blog, i somehow got inspired to rite an entry. but this time, e diff thing is im gonna USE THOSE ACT CUTE PPL STYLE OF WRITING. gonna b fun man. lyk wat atticus say "u never noe someone till u go into his skin and walk around in it" aiya sth lyk dat lah. so i shall type lyk them to TRY TO UNDERSTAND wats so fun bout typin lyk dat. haha.
okkiees, miee noww tryyinn to typpe liikke ddat worx. mehh nort bee korract but nerber mind horx. wo3 jin li4 er2 wei2 horx. okiieess miee tell euu horrs, miie meix berry e chiio de worxx. burt too bedd, shhi gort laugong aready de nehhx. shii orso berry the kawaii de worx. menni bois berry xi3 huan1 ta1 de worx. okkiies, i tokk bott miieself. haii, i berry de sian nehhs. northinn to do worx. borringg de nehhx. sumone com tokk tokk to me lehh. mehbe my typpinn a bitt too exaggeratingg andd nott same as thosse actt cutie ppl butt nerberr minnd. att lisst euu noe itss sumthinn lykk datt worxx. hahax. thiss is soo funn nehxx. funn nott inn thee sense i lykk typinn lykk datt horx. imm nott actt cutte de nehx. funn inn thee sensee datt itss nicee makiinn funn of thiss wai orff typinn nehhx. burt horx, berry tirring worxx. thiss shorrtt passagee tookk miie 15 minn nehxx. andd 3 quarteer of miie braiin juice nehx. wuahh, thosee ppl typee lykk datt orr e timee nehxx, howw dey affordd all thee timee andd braiin juice ahh?? miee orso blurr blurr nehx. keke. miee berry e dunn dunn onee de nehx. wahh, noww whenn i stopp to restt horx andd lookk beckk too readd miee entryy horx, wuahh, i allmostt dinnoe thiss iss inn englishh nehx. soo connfusingg de nehxx. miee eies beryy blurr blurr liao worx. keke. huu noes mehbi miee justt createdd a neww typee of langguagee. ehh waitt horx, nott miee createe, its thosee ppl createe createe de nehx! wuah. kongue-choo-laytions da4 jia1! euu habb juss created a neuu languagee nehx. keke. im soo high now worx.
ok. oh gawd. im never gonna type lyk dat for e rest of my life man. took me so long lah pls. and i DIN ENJOY IT AT ALL. SUCKS MAN. no seriously. i dno understand y these people jus lurve typin lyk dat. im not sayin dat my typin is the best or wat. and i din say dat there is nothin wrong wif my typin. every1 hav their own way rite? but the one dat i hav jus attempted to follow really sucks. waste time, typin energy, typin space, brain juice and screws up people's eyes and minds. i don see any positive things i can find other den makin ppl laugh their heads off. really. no offence to people who type lyk dat. but if u r one of them, u shld carry on typing lyk dat. and when u do, tell me and let me read wat u typed. makes me laugh u see. thanx huiwen for this inspiration. at least i got sth to blog bout now. or my blog veh dead.
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
whoo. guides camp is over. a lil sad though. mus wait another year b4 another one comes. anw, last fri, our skool's netball c div was playin against st. marg and our b div was playin against chij toa payoh. we lost both. cos e other skools were damn good. well, not bad lah. but ourskool oso veh good leh. heh. true. nike was lyk damn zai sia. and e b div was not bad too. our main disadvantage was dat most of our netballers were not as tall as chij. but rg was damn fast lah. *applauds*. anw, st marg is so sweeeeeeeeet. they were lyk cheering for us when we were fightin against chij. and i tink they even cheer more for us than we ourselves. so ashamed. other ppl so much more enthu. yeah so they were veh nice lah. and yeah.
guides camp. some times i was a bit sian lah. not enuf sleep. but still veh fun loh e camp. first nite we watched e first part of "py it forward". den second nite i was lookin forward to e show den the cls decided not to show cos most of e ppl don wanna watch. sigh. but its nice lah, though a little boring. yeah and i realise some ppl whom i tot was veh 'not so nice" turned out to be "not so bad". i tink e ppl in girl guides r so nice lah. funny, sick and disgusting *ahem, and veh nice. enthu as well. except for some sec 1. wahlau. veh dead. but overall guides camp was fun. ok. yeah. dats it.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
HONY YE IS ZAI.
dats all i can say man. she's really nice to work wif man. at leats she understands my situation. ok before i carry on, some people readin this, this entry may not b to ur liking cos this is the first time i rite how i feel exactly on my blog and i may sound veh blunt. im jus stating how i feel.
ok we were doing our geog proj in class. yeah hong ye rach and me. den rach hadta go for her ringers practise. but its ok, she had ard done a lot. yeah den xiao di and nellie were doing our hist proj. they din wanna touch plasticine u see. and dear pei qi had went for her swim camp briefing. so dere's left wif poor hong ye and me sloggin our ass out for dat geog model. we were happily doing this when someone, came over and commented dat " huh u took so long jus to do this". for ur own info, wat we're doin may seem little but in actual fact, its a lot. we hadta add layers of plasticine and shape it till "perfection". they oso din do much anyway. but we stilll were ok wif dat comment cos it did look lyk we have done a little. den someone else came over and commented dat plasticine is not good. "paper marche" is better. i wonder how ta spell it. but anw, of cos its better, but at this time lyk this when time is running out, we havta make do wif wat we hav rite? DERE IS NO MORE TIME. we cant possibly owaes have da best of everything. we cant possibly go and "rebuy" all e materials and do e "paper marcge" rite? perfection need not b e most important thing all e time. so yeah. i and hong ye jus kept quiet. i din dare say i was offended or else ppl will go sayin dat im petty. oh well. den pei qi came back. den she jus did a lil of e glueing and den jus sat dere and slacked. slacked slacked slacked. when i told her to help us, guess wat, she scolded me. how sweet. she claimed dat i and hong ye wanna do everything so dere was nothin she could do. but how do u expect me to say. both of us r doing everything cos none of u wanna help. if u had taken e initiative to help us, mayb see wat more needs to b built, jus lyk wat rach did, den dere WILL be sth for u to do. if u dno, cant u ask? i mean, u cant possibly sit dere and wait for ppl to tell u to do this and do dat rite?? yeah, so i was so pissed i dinno wat ta say. i jus carried on wif my work. den nellie and xiaodi were done wif ther hist proj but they oso din wanna come help. so they jus walk around the classroom and two of them occasionally went out of e classroom, from time to time jus commenting on our work. esp pei qi. after some time, i dinno how it started, i and hong ye realised wat e other feels. i dino she was oso pissed and she dinno i was pissed too. so yeah, so since now we noe den we start pouring out all our feelings. here we are doing all e work, and dere u r, not only not helpin, u are giving non constructive comments bout our model. ok pls don b offended by wat i say, im jus stating facts. im sure u had e same experience b4. den one of them came by and commented on the lil house i made. i no its not nice but we only got two colours. and the plasticine was hardening so dat makes it more dificult. furthermore, i suck at art, u noe dat. so wat more can u expect, at least i tried. so she commented sth bad on it, i cant rmb wat, and hong ye went lyk "y don u do it urself". dno if she got e hint, but i hope she does. hong ye was exploding soon. me too. but somehow i jus cant bring myself to tell them. mayb im scared dat i will get too worked up and b lost of words. or mayb if this gets too heatedup, i may cry. ok im such a crybaby. yeah so, in the end, e whole model was done by me hong ye and rach. im not lyk tryin to get credits, im jus elling wati feel. shouldn dat b e rite way in frenships? shouldn we tell e truth bout how we feel and try to change our attitudes. ok im quite good in hiding my "pissness" but they cant b in me for long. if it gets real big and uncontrollable, ok i dno. anw its gettin dere soon. those who r owaes wif me these few days will ralise im being veh easily pissed thes few days. lil bit i get angry and irritated liao. some sort of "pms"ing. cos those r signs of my "pissness" volume in my body gettin full soon. im lettin them out bit by bit to prevent a sudden explosion ok. ok, put it in an amusing way. its jus lyk having a lot of air inside until u feel lyk faring. so u fart a lil bit by bit to prevent a loud stinky fart dat can shake e world at the end. so yeah. ok this ntry is oso a way how i release my "fart" bit by bit. i rally on wanna explode. really. so pls don force me. haha. ok im felin a lil better now.
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
ok this blog is really very dead. so, being bo liao, i decided to read thru my past posts since i have nothin to blog about. wah lau, i realised how bimbo-ish my posts ah. all so stupid and meaningless and basically super bimbo. yuck. thank god i stopped bloggin. i really cant write a proper decent entry. ok im jus crap.
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
ok i haven been bloggin for a LONG time.really long in fact. too busy and lazy to. heh. anw, tuitioning e young kis are really fun. at first we cant really imagine ourselves acting childishly to mix wif them but hey, here we are now, acting lyk we r some 6 year old kids playin wif them. haha. takes time to understand them. got lots of problem though. some are real fast in learning, finished all a-z and 1-20 when some only learn less than half of it. yeah so we havta spilt them up nxt week. den some of them lost concentration when we were tellin them some stories. cos it was kinda boring. but either tammy or nellie (i cant rmb) gave this idea of lettin them act out the story themselves. wow, tt really got their attention and got all of them interested. they even acted out e story 3 to 4 times, switching roles after each time. quite tiring though. we mus teach them wat to say and act and havta talk loudly as they were all screamin in excitement. jovan wasn tt bad. dno why mr yong say he's naughty. he's real sweet. last week, dharsh had a one to one lesson wif him and this week was me and him, so he rmbed us better. so we were askin them to do some drawing.den he drew three human figures and came to me and said, "this one is jus now tt jie jie, this one is me and this one is u", pointin to e figures at e same time. omg, i was sooo touched then, i feel lyk jus huggin him tight. so sweet! as he drew me and dharsh of e same height. haha. amazing rite? yeah den there was this new comer. wah super violent. kicked and beat some of us. not me of cos, or i would have slapped him. haha. but yenlin handled him so easily. zai man. she has this kind of dno wat tt controls e children and turns them guai. mus learn from her. yeah ok im tired. got lots more bout those kids but *yawns* im really tired. haha.
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
ok im really startin to tink tt im really dumb. im so depressed.y mus this owaes happen to me? it sucks man. y mus i b so dumb?? stupid me. i ought to b shot.
it all happens a week ago.when i find tt my hair is gettin thicker again. gets very puffy and untidy. so i decided to have a haircut. huiwen intro to me her hairdresser who only charge $10 for a haircut. quite cheap. e oni problem is tt its in tampines, at the other side fo the country. but nvm, mayb i can have a hair cut when my dad brings me to pick up my mum after work. but no, i din do tt. i decided to give my hairdresser another chance. she charges $16 for one haircut, !6 more than huiwen's. and she owaes layer so much i need so many pins to keep my hair in place. but somehow, dumb dumb me decided to trust her again and go to her for a haircut. WRONG DECISION. BIG MISTAKE. BIG BIG MISTAKE. i was bout to tell her don layer too much when she say,"wah u so long never come, this time mus layer a lot" so i was tellin her not to cos it will b hard to tie my hair when i go to skool. she told me its ok so i trusted her tinkin tt she will somehow layer in some way tt my hair will still b able to tie up. den i was askin her if my fringe shld b cut short or shld i leave it as it is. den she was lyk" can can. u can hav short fringe" so once again i trusted her. den she cut and cut and after half an hour of my precious time and $16 of my pocket money, i wore my specs, looked into the mirror and BOOM. i got e shock of my life. my hair is now super layered, i see no way how i can even tie up my hair. and my fringe, god,SHORT short as in really short. she keep sayin it was ok. i went home, tried to tie my hair. gosh. my fringe was lyk stickin out cos its so short and my hair is in a mess after i clipped on so many pins and my ponytail,sigh, its so thin and tiny and sticks out. i owaes don lyk ppl wif stickin ponytails and i am havin one at the back of my head now!!
why why why am i so dumb and bo liao. nothin better to do den can sleep wat, y mus i go to her and cut my hair. my hair was thick and untidy but at least its MUCH BETTER than now! and if i really wanna cut, why mus i go to her?? dere are a billion and one hair saloons in s'pore and y mus i land up wif her?im ard so ugly and short, den y mus this still happen to me? im stupid,dumb,got nothin better to do is it?? argh, now im in total disaster, esp my fringe and ponytail. i don even noe how m i gonna go to skool. argh. sad.bah this sucks. and WORSE OF ALL, 5566 autograph session is nxt sun!! how much can my hair grow in one week? not tt im sayin tt 5566 will notice me (fat hope) but i jus don wan them to freak when they see me(if they do look up) im screwed.
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
i passed. haha.whee. after 27 hours of lecture and $73, i finally got my first profi badge-first aid profi badge. at least my sleeve not so empty now.haha.im pathetic.i was so scared at first but yeah, its quite easy.haha.ok i lyk laughin. cos im happy. it has been a long time since i feel tt i hav accomplished sth. my recent results for projects and tests were not tt good. geog project sucked. we put in so much effort but our mark was lyk..ok nvm. ppl bound to have failures in life and i mus learn how to cope wif it. nvm we'll try again yah? we'll not give up and do beter. "nods head in determination and assurance". haha ok tt was lame. den my history test.sigh.i at first tot my mark was not bad but it was only e average. sigh. nvm. i will not let two setbacks affect me.haha. now im more worried for my eng compre test. to a person lyk me, who suck in eng, i found it difficult. and i lose my concentration jus b4 e test bcos of one single moron. ERIC LAU. made me laugh. i wanna concentrate but my mind jus don seem to work well. ok wateva.
and my dad. god he is super nice. i jus gave a casual remark on gettin a tv today during dinner and he asked me,"u really wan ah? ok loh" at first i tot he was jokin cos he would most prolly add on behind,"when i strike 4D" or "nxt year".ok i noe its lame but i've gotten used to his style. but den i realised he was serious. god. is he nice or is he nice? i really dno wat to say.
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
haha.its been a long time since i blogged. nothing to rite mah. e whole hols i either eat, sleep or watch tv. veh plain. so i went to other blogs instead. den i came across huiwen's blog. haha. damn funny sia. i totally agree wif her. so from her blog, i somehow got inspired to rite an entry. but this time, e diff thing is im gonna USE THOSE ACT CUTE PPL STYLE OF WRITING. gonna b fun man. lyk wat atticus say "u never noe someone till u go into his skin and walk around in it" aiya sth lyk dat lah. so i shall type lyk them to TRY TO UNDERSTAND wats so fun bout typin lyk dat. haha.
okkiees, miee noww tryyinn to typpe liikke ddat worx. mehh nort bee korract but nerber mind horx. wo3 jin li4 er2 wei2 horx. okiieess miee tell euu horrs, miie meix berry e chiio de worxx. burt too bedd, shhi gort laugong aready de nehhx. shii orso berry the kawaii de worx. menni bois berry xi3 huan1 ta1 de worx. okkiies, i tokk bott miieself. haii, i berry de sian nehhs. northinn to do worx. borringg de nehhx. sumone com tokk tokk to me lehh. mehbe my typpinn a bitt too exaggeratingg andd nott same as thosse actt cutie ppl butt nerberr minnd. att lisst euu noe itss sumthinn lykk datt worxx. hahax. thiss is soo funn nehxx. funn nott inn thee sense i lykk typinn lykk datt horx. imm nott actt cutte de nehx. funn inn thee sensee datt itss nicee makiinn funn of thiss wai orff typinn nehhx. burt horx, berry tirring worxx. thiss shorrtt passagee tookk miie 15 minn nehxx. andd 3 quarteer of miie braiin juice nehx. wuahh, thosee ppl typee lykk datt orr e timee nehxx, howw dey affordd all thee timee andd braiin juice ahh?? miee orso blurr blurr nehx. keke. miee berry e dunn dunn onee de nehx. wahh, noww whenn i stopp to restt horx andd lookk beckk too readd miee entryy horx, wuahh, i allmostt dinnoe thiss iss inn englishh nehx. soo connfusingg de nehxx. miee eies beryy blurr blurr liao worx. keke. huu noes mehbi miee justt createdd a neww typee of langguagee. ehh waitt horx, nott miee createe, its thosee ppl createe createe de nehx! wuah. kongue-choo-laytions da4 jia1! euu habb juss created a neuu languagee nehx. keke. im soo high now worx.
ok. oh gawd. im never gonna type lyk dat for e rest of my life man. took me so long lah pls. and i DIN ENJOY IT AT ALL. SUCKS MAN. no seriously. i dno understand y these people jus lurve typin lyk dat. im not sayin dat my typin is the best or wat. and i din say dat there is nothin wrong wif my typin. every1 hav their own way rite? but the one dat i hav jus attempted to follow really sucks. waste time, typin energy, typin space, brain juice and screws up people's eyes and minds. i don see any positive things i can find other den makin ppl laugh their heads off. really. no offence to people who type lyk dat. but if u r one of them, u shld carry on typing lyk dat. and when u do, tell me and let me read wat u typed. makes me laugh u see. thanx huiwen for this inspiration. at least i got sth to blog bout now. or my blog veh dead.
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
whoo. guides camp is over. a lil sad though. mus wait another year b4 another one comes. anw, last fri, our skool's netball c div was playin against st. marg and our b div was playin against chij toa payoh. we lost both. cos e other skools were damn good. well, not bad lah. but ourskool oso veh good leh. heh. true. nike was lyk damn zai sia. and e b div was not bad too. our main disadvantage was dat most of our netballers were not as tall as chij. but rg was damn fast lah. *applauds*. anw, st marg is so sweeeeeeeeet. they were lyk cheering for us when we were fightin against chij. and i tink they even cheer more for us than we ourselves. so ashamed. other ppl so much more enthu. yeah so they were veh nice lah. and yeah.
guides camp. some times i was a bit sian lah. not enuf sleep. but still veh fun loh e camp. first nite we watched e first part of "py it forward". den second nite i was lookin forward to e show den the cls decided not to show cos most of e ppl don wanna watch. sigh. but its nice lah, though a little boring. yeah and i realise some ppl whom i tot was veh 'not so nice" turned out to be "not so bad". i tink e ppl in girl guides r so nice lah. funny, sick and disgusting *ahem, and veh nice. enthu as well. except for some sec 1. wahlau. veh dead. but overall guides camp was fun. ok. yeah. dats it.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
HONY YE IS ZAI.
dats all i can say man. she's really nice to work wif man. at leats she understands my situation. ok before i carry on, some people readin this, this entry may not b to ur liking cos this is the first time i rite how i feel exactly on my blog and i may sound veh blunt. im jus stating how i feel.
ok we were doing our geog proj in class. yeah hong ye rach and me. den rach hadta go for her ringers practise. but its ok, she had ard done a lot. yeah den xiao di and nellie were doing our hist proj. they din wanna touch plasticine u see. and dear pei qi had went for her swim camp briefing. so dere's left wif poor hong ye and me sloggin our ass out for dat geog model. we were happily doing this when someone, came over and commented dat " huh u took so long jus to do this". for ur own info, wat we're doin may seem little but in actual fact, its a lot. we hadta add layers of plasticine and shape it till "perfection". they oso din do much anyway. but we stilll were ok wif dat comment cos it did look lyk we have done a little. den someone else came over and commented dat plasticine is not good. "paper marche" is better. i wonder how ta spell it. but anw, of cos its better, but at this time lyk this when time is running out, we havta make do wif wat we hav rite? DERE IS NO MORE TIME. we cant possibly owaes have da best of everything. we cant possibly go and "rebuy" all e materials and do e "paper marcge" rite? perfection need not b e most important thing all e time. so yeah. i and hong ye jus kept quiet. i din dare say i was offended or else ppl will go sayin dat im petty. oh well. den pei qi came back. den she jus did a lil of e glueing and den jus sat dere and slacked. slacked slacked slacked. when i told her to help us, guess wat, she scolded me. how sweet. she claimed dat i and hong ye wanna do everything so dere was nothin she could do. but how do u expect me to say. both of us r doing everything cos none of u wanna help. if u had taken e initiative to help us, mayb see wat more needs to b built, jus lyk wat rach did, den dere WILL be sth for u to do. if u dno, cant u ask? i mean, u cant possibly sit dere and wait for ppl to tell u to do this and do dat rite?? yeah, so i was so pissed i dinno wat ta say. i jus carried on wif my work. den nellie and xiaodi were done wif ther hist proj but they oso din wanna come help. so they jus walk around the classroom and two of them occasionally went out of e classroom, from time to time jus commenting on our work. esp pei qi. after some time, i dinno how it started, i and hong ye realised wat e other feels. i dino she was oso pissed and she dinno i was pissed too. so yeah, so since now we noe den we start pouring out all our feelings. here we are doing all e work, and dere u r, not only not helpin, u are giving non constructive comments bout our model. ok pls don b offended by wat i say, im jus stating facts. im sure u had e same experience b4. den one of them came by and commented on the lil house i made. i no its not nice but we only got two colours. and the plasticine was hardening so dat makes it more dificult. furthermore, i suck at art, u noe dat. so wat more can u expect, at least i tried. so she commented sth bad on it, i cant rmb wat, and hong ye went lyk "y don u do it urself". dno if she got e hint, but i hope she does. hong ye was exploding soon. me too. but somehow i jus cant bring myself to tell them. mayb im scared dat i will get too worked up and b lost of words. or mayb if this gets too heatedup, i may cry. ok im such a crybaby. yeah so, in the end, e whole model was done by me hong ye and rach. im not lyk tryin to get credits, im jus elling wati feel. shouldn dat b e rite way in frenships? shouldn we tell e truth bout how we feel and try to change our attitudes. ok im quite good in hiding my "pissness" but they cant b in me for long. if it gets real big and uncontrollable, ok i dno. anw its gettin dere soon. those who r owaes wif me these few days will ralise im being veh easily pissed thes few days. lil bit i get angry and irritated liao. some sort of "pms"ing. cos those r signs of my "pissness" volume in my body gettin full soon. im lettin them out bit by bit to prevent a sudden explosion ok. ok, put it in an amusing way. its jus lyk having a lot of air inside until u feel lyk faring. so u fart a lil bit by bit to prevent a loud stinky fart dat can shake e world at the end. so yeah. ok this ntry is oso a way how i release my "fart" bit by bit. i rally on wanna explode. really. so pls don force me. haha. ok im felin a lil better now.
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